Bebelina 

Finland

After a weekend in a cottage in northern Finland I have had time to contemplate a bit.
The cold is worse though, have been coughing all night.
I'm trying to tell myself that it all was an experiment, that I was playing a role in a movie or something, I was someone else.
I hope it will lead to something good and that the angst I'm feeling now is enought suffering from this event. I hope I will be happily surprised when I see myself on tv and not the other way around.
But, I remember when I was in that soap and got about one minutes closeup and then I sat screaming in front of the tv for several minutes. I haven't had the courage to watch it again.
It will be a great story to tell the grandchildren though. Maybe that's all we are doing, collecting good stories. They can't say I was a coward.

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Summer

Is still then.

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